CHANGE

As blood rushes out it takes pain with it,
Soon you hurt no more, 
You feel sane, and can regain,
the calm you had before.
A steady hand to lead the way,
Just try to take it day by day,
But once again, the pain returns,
And now, with fire, does it burn,
And once again, your hand, 
Reaches for that trusty friend,
One slice, then two, it goes on
Until your pain leaves again, 
But you know it will come back
Never will it cut you slack,
Its a pain that developes in your soul
And soon will start to takes its toll.
This is one thing you can't bleed out,
Because it will always follow you,
You must over come it in your mind,
Show yourself what is true.
What you may think, may not be,
Sometimes you force yourself to see,
And when you do, you see lies,
With a faulty mind your spirit dies.
You must realize who you are,
Why you're here, what the world wants
Of you, don't listen to the children
Who torment, and taunt,
They are fools, who see with blind eyes,
When they look up they see false skies,
But if you just be true of heart,
Your spirit and yourself do not part.
Open your eyes to a new found day,
Things aren't blurry any more,
The skies are clear,
You've found a door,
A way out of a Hell you made
For yourself, all these times you have paid,
For what others have done,
You could have been having fun,
But now you can solve all of it, 
Don't let them bring you down,
You are you, just be you,
If they stole it, take back your crown,
Place yourself at high esteem,
They will respect you, you can redeem,
All that was ever lost, anything they stole,
Regain your self control.
Open your eyes, look out to see,
A whole new reality.

by kitba