Confusion 
What fuels this self-destruction 
Freedom, rebellion, or confusion 
How do you find a solution to an unknown problem 
How do I find the problem while everyone is pointing fingers 
Blaming things just to have an answer 
Whether it be right or wrong 
Why can't I do the same and move on 
Could it be because I have lost hope 
Or because the problem is not knowing 
And there's no avoiding it 
The longer it goes on the worse it gets 
When will it get better 
How long will it go on 
When will I get my life back 
Will I ever get it back 
I will wait and see 
Questioning everything along the way 
This is my fate 
         Jason Roark