Nature 
To hate to be alone 
But to push people away 
To surround myself with a dome 
Each and every day 
To want to do better 
To no longer do bad but to succeed 
But the "F" is still the letter 
What a paradox I am indeed 

To want to do something 
But sit around and do nothing 
Is this human nature 
Or just my nature 

How to stop this paradox 
How to free my mind and soul from their chains and locks 
All is unknown 
To hope the battle isn't over and to have lost the chance to have won 
                    Jason Roark